Friday,2nd of October

In d morning,

I duwan to wake up...

coz nid to study...

if no nid to study

cn sleep until mayb 2pm...

when I arrived skul...

I quickly ran to canteen

coz I din eat since yesterday evening

damn hungry

after tat I talked to Jason..

when we have to line up

my wound suddenly pain lyk hell..

I cnt stand up 4 a while

luckily Adrial helped me

bt d weird thing is

d pain juz hang 4 a while

den disappear

dunu when it will recover

after skul

I stayed at Dataran Bestari wif Adrial

den we shared our 'love' problem

haha

we helped each other to solve the problem...

we went bak home at 1.30pm

I think 2dae din happen anything special...

I will juz stop here..

Friday,25th of September

this morning...

I woke up at 11am...

den I went to eat breakfast wif my mum n her fren

we went to d imbi palace..

their food nt bad..

bt damn expensive...

juz eat some dim sum den oredi cost one hundred sumthing

wow......

when I came bak home..

I play my ps2...

den on d com...

chat wif frens..

n play games at fb......

d holidays is almost finish...

n exam is coming....

dunu d last exam I cn gt top five or nt...

bt if cnt..

nvm.....

bt must be top ten

haha

at least win lit yin...

haiz....

dunu wad to say leh...

I stop here lah.....

I think my life is over

......

always headache 2dae

pain lyk hell

it feels lyk go to die is better

bt....

when I tel her
she still said she will stay by my side n support me 4eva
I think if gt ppl see this post
they will think tat is impossible
n laugh at her
y so stupid?
still staying beside a person who mayb will die
............
bt I dun think so
I haf to say thx to her
veli veli much
I said wan to break wif her
becoz I dun wan to let her feel sad
n cant do anything to help me
bt she still said tat she duwan
I feel happy tat time
past a few months oredi
haiz..
n....
my knee....
my right knee pain lyk hell 2dae
swimming oso cnt
haiz
tis make me looks lyk a rubbish
I better go to die first if reali lyk tat
bt I reali wan to be wif her 4eva
I dunu wad to do nw...
adrial.....
pls gimme some advises 4 it...
thx bro...

Wednesday,23rd of September

damn it...

I headache again

dunu when it will stop

it sucks

my father still havent make an appointment 4 me...

so I juz haf to wait

dunu when I cn check my head..

haiz..

mayb I gt cancer

mayb migrine

it oso mayb juz a normal headache

I hope nt cancer

bt I am nt d one who decided it....

duwan talk tis oredi

2dae damn gud

cn play d com whole day

haha

damn nice

I play my ps2 oso

haha

2dae wont be so boring...

finally...

Tuesday,22 September 2009

haiz....

damn boring

during holiday juz stay at home

din go out

luckily my fren cum n stay at my home

cn chat wif them

during daytime

I play my ps2

they play comp

at nite

we watch anime by using d comp

bt still

damn boring!!!

I think study better den do ntg

so I hope holidays finish quickly

so I cn go bak to skul

haiz...

dunu haf to wait hw long..

Sunday,20th of September

2nite...

my old classmates come my home again

they will stay until friday

I woke up at 2pm again

luckily 2dae no nid to practise piano

my 'breakfast' looks wierd

coz tat is a cheese cake..

n some delicious breads bought by my aunt

my aunt said damn expensive

bt still gt many ppl go there n buy

swt...

but still...

the breads are delicious!!!

I still wan some more

but I finish all oredi

haiz..

mayb next time

the time I spend is boring without her..

we juz cn meet each other in skul..

hope d holidays finish quickly

Saturday,19th of September

Damn sleepy 2dae...

although woke up at 2pm

bt still sleepy..

after I ate my ''breakfast''

I watched tv 4 awhile

den practise my piano

dunu why 2dae I cant concentrade

always play wrong

my mum scolded me lyk hell

play lyk shit...

so my mum denda me practise 4 2 hours..

damn unlucky 2dae

haiz...

dunu wad is she doin nw...

cant sms wif her nw..

phone banned liao

hers oso..

hope we cn gt d hps bak early..

such a boring day...

I wan to tel HER....

erm.....

I finally dare to do it...

I think tats a gud starting...

I think i cn do it

we dare to walk 2gather nw..

but still less talk to each other..

nvm...

gals will shy d..

I haf to gif her sumtimes..

I wont blame her

haha...

after my bro scolded..

I realized sumthing...

if a pair of couple reali luv each other

they should trust each other...

they cant be selfish juz 4 theirselves..

but love is between two of them..

nt juz 4 1 person..

I wan to tel d girl tat I luv..

pls trust me..

I believe tat we cn reali walk 2gather as couple

talk happily to each other..

I will be more hardworking..

4 us..

I luv u 4eva...

Friday,11th of September

I wan to kill my class teacher oredi....

n those two busybody oso....

phoebe n amira...

they damn stupid lah

told teacher who is my gf...

den teacher reali go ask her 2day...

swt...

wad a shame...

finally...

nw cn play basketball while PJ lessons liao...

so happy..

after skul...

I talked wif my bro...

dunu y

we din talk to each other two days oredi...

weird....

bt ntg nw...

it is over....mayb...nt..

abt 1pm

we went out d skul 2gather,

his mum juz arrived

when he went up d car,

I walk to d T-junction to wait my dad

I saw jasher n tong

den talk wif them

suddenly we talk abt d agama..

haha

damn funny

each of us oso said out a funny story abt d agama...

haha

after their van arrived

my dad arrived oso

den we go to eat...

after I came bak

I rush to d bathroom n bath

den I open my com...

cant wait to play com everyday....

For someone I love very much....

since tat day when she accept me......

it seems lyk there is a invisible wall between she n I...

nw I noe tat...

tats my responsible to break tat wall....

as her bf...

n she juz haf to pray 4 my succeed n wait until I success..

everyday we met in skul

we oso nt dare to talk to each other

sometimes juz talk veli short only...

she duwan to let her frens noe it...

bt nvm..I noe tat...I am a playboy.....

it is veli lucky tat she will accept me as her bf..

some of her frens always said

her ex bf is more more better den me..

I hate it...bt I admit it...

his study is better den me....

taller den me...

handsome den me...

haha....I juz cn beat him in sport n piano...

in sumthing tat unnecessery...

quite useless...

bt when I ask her

is she regret tat becum my gf....

she always say no...

she always care abt my feelings..

gt one time when she went to her old classmate's birthday party..

she oso ask me first coz she will meet her ex bf there..

bt...

I am too selfish...

I always din care abt her feelings...

I scolded her one time even juz a little things..

I felt regret...

why I am a person lyk tat...

juz scolded her without a reason...

bt she said nvm....

when she said tis...

I feel veli sry to her....

she is d best gf I ever had...

so I wont let her go...

I wont hurt her...

I swear wif my life....

if cn..

I wan her to be wif me 4eva....

so I wan to tel her...

I will change myself 4 her..

I am veli sry abt wad I did to her tat time... 

I luv her 4eva...

Monday,7th of September

2day be4 start studying at skul,

tat stupid phoebe suddenly said tat

she saw the slip peperiksaan

n she saw me at no.11

omg!!!y be4 we count d math into it I'm no.8

bt nw.....I cant be top 10....

haiz...

bt after recess

is my class teacher-cik suhaila's lesson

she came in n scold who gt d worse result

I kena scold oso coz my geog gt C...

bt when teacher gif us the slip

I'm no.7...

yes!!!!!god bless me,I cn gt top ten!!!

bt I still lost jason......

nvm...

I will study more next time!!

to win tat jason tat defeat me since standard 2...

Stanford Chin...u cn do it!!!!

Sunday,6th of September

Damn sleepy today....

coz I play comp until five sumthing yesterday nite....

den 2day woke up at 3pm

so unlucky

juz woke up den my mum called me to practise piano

haiz....

but I juz practise for 15 minutes

den I stop it liao

my mum so weird 2day

she din scold me tat stop practise so early

she juz watch tv

whew........

always practise piano......

damn boring......

den I curi curi on9 in my room

my mum oso dunu

hahahahahaha

I chat wif my 'sis'

n frens

bt I off my comp veli early

coz I scared my mum suddenly cum in my room

haiz......

Saturday,5th of September

2day....I think is a gud day 4 me...

I din scold by my piano teacher.....

so lucky 2day...

mayb I play reali gud 2day..

after I go bak home

my mum said:"practise ur new songs nw!!!"

I thought tat I cn rest 2day

but nt reali

I practise 4 one hour...

den my mum said:''u played well 2day...mayb 2day we go to eat sushi...''

when I heard it

my heart suddenly said hurray!!!!

2day cn eat sushi as my dinner...

after I cum bak

I continue watch my anime from where I stop last week

finally finish it

cn watch another anime liao

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